Comms Skill is such a killer, i guess i would suffer from a severe case of information overload if i were to stuff all those notes into my brain, and to add to the frustration, i have only 3 days to do that, before the killer paper on saturday.

Started on the revision notes for the exams and it is another thing that is stressing me out more than anything else. My completed set of revision note for International Finance consist of 33 pages. My 90% done set of revision note for Consumer Banking is 48 pages long. Add that on to the yet to be started Personal Financial Planning revision notes, i have hundred over pages of information to MEMORISE, not even including the ones for Investment.

Seriously, i din expect the banking and finance elective to be this stressful. Its like im getting more white hair with each passing day. With all the stress accumulating, it’s hard not to get older. To top it off, this elective is sooo freaking competitive, with too many hidden tigers and crouching dragon around. I guess this effectively dashed my hope of being in the DHL, for even once, during my poly years.

I guess 3 letters very well sums up my life at the moment. FML

Another week’s gone in a flash, it is always amazing how when we were small, we wished we were older and more busy. But when we are finally older and very busy, we tend to look back and miss those days when there is nothing to worry about. When waking up everyday is a routine, instead of a chore.

This week might just be labelled the makeover week for me. Rebonded hair, dyed and highlighted hair, visited the dentist. Everything in preparation for CNY, although seriously i do not feel the festive joy at all. Perhaps it’s because there is exams the week right after CNY, and study week is during CNY week itself. Quite demoralising to think that you have to study while the others are enjoying their well deserved break.

I want so much to drive again, i wanna drive all around singapore, exploring places that Ive never been to before. I want to fly down bartley viaduct from tampines again, with winds blasting, with emo music pumping. I just want to drive again. How i wish i have my own car right now.

Driving’s never been so fun and exciting before. Overtaking others instead of being overtaken, driving friends around, talking joking in the car, blasting music from the stereo, basically everything. Driving without the instructor by your side is juz so much better!

Been driving alot these past few days and im enjoying myself very much, hopefully those who managed to hitch a car ride from me feels the same way too. :) Also, i din realise that driving can be soooo, how should i put it, emotional?! Imagine flying down the expressway at 100-120 km/h, with the windows down, with emo music blasting from the stereo. Things cant get any better than this i swear! And that’s the reason why i keep driving around on the expressway, coz i have alot of thoughts that needs to be sorted out, and with the perfect environment that i have on the car, it is just…. perfect!

Back to schoolwork, quite a slacky week as there are no test, submission etc this week. That would only start next week, so i shall go all out and enjoy myself for this one week, before i slog hard for all the upcoming tests, roleplay and exams.

And im finally going to receive my photocard license like tmr?! WOOHOO, this is the best week ever in 2010, a week i would never forget! :)

Finally, the hell week is over. I guess the week of 18-22 jan is a hell week for most banking and finance people. With project submission, roleplay, document and test all squeezed into this one week, I cant be more happy that everything is over.

For once, i felt soo relieved and relaxed, with no projects at hand, the only thing i have to worry for is the upcoming exams and the interview roleplay. I cant wait for the holidays to come, wait wait a minute, i guess holiday or not it would not be much difference to me since i would be working my holiday away. I need time to relax, i need time to drive around singapore and explore!

With all that said, im still eagerly awaiting the arrival of my photocard license. Hopefully it would arrive this coming week, since Wei Lun also received his license just 2.5 weeks aft he passed his test. I need another card to fill up my wallet man! And this is the card that i would proudly slot in the most prominent slot in my wallet. :)